Rose, they say the pain of losing u will get better with time but it doesn't seem to be. The pain I feel is truly one of the worst. We didn't get enough to time together but I hope u know we love u. We all love u. Keep your eyes and love on mom and pie and Noah and whatever is left, share it with the rest of us. I really loved u, we shared so much in life. All of your siblings are hurting because u were gone to soon. I write to u when my heart is overwhelmed with grief, pain and love. I hope u see it and read it. Mr alligator lives on.